Feels Like Old Times

I haven't done this in months. But here I am sitting in my car, smoking, and writing. As I feel compelled to stand watch over my children and my home. Knowing there is no sleep for tonight. As my brain tries to compose a battle plan that will include a plan for every possible eventuality…

The Nightmare That NEVER Ends

I have not wrote in a long time because mentally I could not handle it. Things had kinda quieted down with my daughter. Just in time for my life to implode. But I was finally on a good path for the last 2 months. For the first time in a long time I was getting…